Moving very shortly
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Posted:Apr 5, 2006 6:46 am
Last Updated:Jul 14, 2006 4:12 am
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I have updated my settings to reflect that I am moving out of the Texas area. I will be residing in Chicago in about a month and am looking to expand my contacts in that area. If anyone still wants to do anything in the Texas area, let me know. However, I will only be around for a few more days until I have to leave. Otherwise, I can't wait to see what the big city life has to offer once again. Look forward to meeting new people in all sorts of "compromising" positions. LOL. Hope to hear back from some people and if anyone has any parties that I could attend in the Chicago area I am definitely interested. Take care and it has been great some of the people that I have met in Texas. Now its time to bring some good ole Southern Hospitality to the far north once again.
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Reminisces and wanderings of the mind.
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Posted:Nov 16, 2005 4:09 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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The varieties of the flesh and mind seem to mingle in a miriad of tantalizing vagaries.
With the advent of the winter season and my incredible lack of tolerance, I want to just be unhinged and supplant my normal logical and conducive thought processes since all they seem to really cause is my stress level to rise. Can a person rely on another or is this a falacy that our society teaches us so that we are not so "alone"?
I bring a different value and sometimes am shot down so that I can serve the purpose of the "example" of what not to do. At other times, I am lifted up and shown that I am a magical and talented personality with all of the possibilities in the world. Finally, when it comes time to start showing the world my true colors, I alienate everyone and everything because I look different.
On the outside I am just like anyone, but bear in mind that inside of all of us, we have a collection of thoughts, ideas, behaviors, and values which define the limits of our existence because without them we are limitless and our mind rebels at the thought of no limits. Do the ramblings make sense or is it just another crackpot that society has lost in the cracks of it's foundation?
The foundation that has eroded my soul should remain accountable, yet who controls the foundation? I know that the foundation of my life is very much in place, but the foundation of this world seems to be in a constant flux of yin and yang. The balance seems to be skewed and yet there is a balance in chaos even. The balance lies in change and chaos. Finally, the answer lies out there (or maybe inside of me), yet I feel like that lost piece of flotsam as it drifts along the tears of all of the lost innocence in this world. Until next time, the words of Gulliver and beyond tempt me to utter them with the assurance of a long lost friend.
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What a night!!
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Posted:Nov 14, 2005 12:04 am
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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OMG. I just had the most outstanding night. For a change, I was finally able to meet someone who made one of my fondest fantasies a reality. I will let those of you who are interested just keep on guessing. It was a night that blew away ALL of my expectations. I can't wait to finally do this again, but in the meantime, I will definitely have very pleasant dreams since tonight was able to finally allow me to break out of my mold. It was an amazing occurrence and I am so very, VERY satisfied. Anyway, just thought that I would write about it since for me this was such an unbelievable and miraculous night. I hope that everybody is able to experience a night like I just had. If you are interested in details, you will just have to become a member of my friends and I am very selective of them. Sweet Dreams to all of you and may your dreams become reality as well.
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Been a while.
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Posted:Nov 2, 2005 8:19 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Well, I know that I wanted to write more often, but my life has been busy lately. I still check back quite frequently, but so far nothing has materialized. I guess that it just isn't in the cards for now. Anyway, just wanted to say that things have been going ok. I still want to move forward in my life, but it seems like I am just stuck for the time being. Sometimes, I can't help but wonder where my life is going, but then I just take a look around and am amazed at the sheer diversity around me. It seems like since my divorce happened, I have had a chance to reevaluate everything that has been going on and have finally accepted the fact that I am bi. It throws my life into a tailspin, but chaos is no new thing for me. Glad that I have this blog to just put things down. To all that read this, I appreciate it. Take care and maybe we can meet sometime to just talk about life, death, sex and anything else that runs across our minds.
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A very fucked up day
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Posted:Oct 26, 2005 4:14 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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I have had nothing but an up and down day. I started out the day with a pleasant surprise since I found out that I would be getting off of work early, which is a very rare occurrence. Shortly after that, though, I found out someone that I could have gotten together with found someone that she wanted to go steady with. I understood, but that made her off limits and so I am getting more and more horny. My day goes by pretty quickly and I take my new car to the dealership to get the registration and a new cd player put in there. After I got the cd player put in there, I back up into a pole and now the fuckin' window is jacked up and I have some body damage to my NEW SUV. Damnit, I just felt like venting. Anyway, I hope that the next few days turn out better than today has.
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The Legend of the Phoenix
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Posted:Oct 25, 2005 9:58 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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Legend of the Phoenix
by Vlinder
The Phoenix bird symbolizes immortality, resurrection, and life after death. In ancient Greek and Egyptian mythology, it is associated with the sun god. According to the Greeks the bird lives in Arabia, near a cool well.
Every morning at dawn, the Sun God would stop his chariot to listen to the bird sing a beautiful song while it bathed in the well.
Only one Phoenix exists at one time. When the bird felt its death was near, every 500 to 1,461 years, it would build a nest of aromatic wood and set it on fire. The bird then was consumed by the flames.
A new Phoenix sprang forth from the pyre. It embalmed the ashes of its predecessor in an egg of myrrh and flew with it to Heliopolis, "City of the Sun," where the egg was deposited on the altar of the sun god.
The Phoenix, has become a universal symbol of rebirth and the most famous of all fabulous birds. Clad in feathers of red and gold, the color of the rising sun, it had a melodious voice that became mournful with approuching death.
Other creatures were then so overcome by its beauty and sadness that they themselves fell dead. According to legend, only one Phoenix could live at a time.
The Phoenix never died permanently. Legend says it existed when the universe was created and that it knows secrets of life and reincarnation even the deities do not know.
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Some possibilities
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Posted:Oct 23, 2005 4:08 pm
Last Updated:Mar 5, 2006 9:27 pm
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It looks like I might finally have some things going positive in my life. I met with someone and so far so good. If anything happens, I will be sure to post it on here since I am certain people would like to read about it. I am really grateful that AdultFriendFinder is giving me the chance to go out and meet new people who share some of my likes. It feels like I have choices once more and I am really grateful that even though one thing has ended, people are still interested in me. It has done wonders for my self-esteem and I can't wait to see what the future holds for me. I will write again later.
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What should I do?
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Posted:Oct 19, 2005 5:17 pm
Last Updated:Jul 14, 2006 4:13 am
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As I am driving home, I realize that our favorite song is playing on the radio. Inside I am breaking up once more to be reminded that just a few short weeks ago, I signed papers to effectively stop my marriage of almost four years. She still sends me letters and while I am grateful for a while, it also just reminds me of all that I have lost and will take even longer to replace, if I want to ever again. We have known each other such a short time in our lives and yet it seems that we have known each other for hundreds of years. She was the yin to my yang. I craved the touch of her hair and the smell of her skin as we drifted to sleep in each other's arms. I want her, need her, and yet because I love her I must let her go. What a fucked up world we live in that love would actually be a catalyst in divorce. I know that I am just rambling, but sometimes it truly helps to get this stuff out of my head and in writing so that I can try to mend the shattered pieces of my heart yet one more time. I truly don't know if I will ever marry again, but for the time being I am just focused on the realities of single life one more time. I have reclaimed my bachelor status and just crave simpler and better times. I pray that when it comes time again, my tears are once more of joy instead of the sorrow that my life has become.
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